Showing posts with label motivation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label motivation. Show all posts

Time keeps on ticking...

As much as I would love to believe it, there is probably no way I lost 2.2 pounds yesterday, because I ate french fries and a lot of other garbage.  I still think I probably did lose weight, but overall, my weight loss has been a little high all around, because I think I’m eating fairly healthy, I haven’t felt sick at all.

Anyways.  I think I might trade that yoga mat in for a scale.  BUT! I do feel skinnier today! 



I had forgotten how much I love this dress. Even though one of the straps is broken and janky in the back (just a tiny bit), paired with some nude wedges, I think it should look pretty good. No bra…again…Today will be an excellent day. Fasting. I’m feeling inspirational.



LUNCH!!!

Multiseed deli roll (yes the top half was not in the picture!)

Deli ham, spinach, cucumber.

grapes, strawberries, apple and blueberries :)



Anything is possible

Anything can be. 

-Words of Wisdom

I have OCD in regards to numbers. Say for example, i’m on an exercise machine, the calories/kms/time all have to be multiples of 5 (100, 345, 450 etc) before I get off. Same goes for music volume in the car and on the television.

Which is why today, June the 5th, is a perfect day to start. So my healthy eating and regular running starts today. Well when I wake up, considering it’s 1am at the moment. I’ll be eating to fix my iron and allergies and running to fix my weak back.

And incase you were wondering, the goal is perfectly flat and toned abs (24/7).

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I’ve decided I looove my body when it’s covered in clothes, I just don’t like the way I look naked. 

These were  taken yesterday night. 

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I’m tooootally diggin how my body looks here.

  • Find Motivation! Surround yourself with people who support healthy eating!
  • Relate exercise with relaxation and stress relief. Music helps immensely, so fill up your iPod with all of your favorites!
  • Go with sugar free or fat free ALMOST always - check labels and compare nutritional content! Just because it says *FAT FREE!* or has other healthy words on the packaging doesn’t always mean it’s better for you.
  • MOST of your daily carbs and calories should come from fruits and vegetables.
  • Protein Source: egg whites and white fish (Absolutely no red meat.)
  • When cooking with oil, try to “keep it fresh, keep it clean” as much as possible, but remember both olive oil and coconut oil are proven weight loss aides in addition to other great health benefits!
  • Stay within 1000 to 1200 calories per day and also shift your intake amount from day to day, too, to keep your body guessing. Use a weight loss calculator online to figure out how many calories you need to consume per day and subtract 550 calories. Sparkspeople, caloriecount, bodybuilding.com are great tools.
  • To help with bloating, don’t exceed 800mg of sodium a day.
  • Stick with skim milk or unsweetened Almond Breeze.
  • Alternate Greek yogurt with traditional yogurt to receive the maximal calcium and protein benefits from this extraordinary nutritional source.
  • Stay away from dried fruits and remember that sometimes even starchy vegetables can wreck a diet.
  • Following a balanced diet high in fresh fruits, vegetables and lean protein might leave room for some cheese depending on your weight loss goals and any existing health conditions, but generally try to steer clear of it.
  • ALWAYS eat breakfast and make it the largest meal of the day. “Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince, and dinner like a pauper.” Think about it.  Why would you need a huge meal at the end of the day when you’re getting ready to relax and go to bed?  You need energy at the beginning of the day. 
  • Stay busy! Keep your mind occupied all day. Be productive. You’ll spend less time wondering what else there is to eat and ultimately burn more calories anyway.
  • To stay full throughout the day by drinking lots of water, plus black coffee and tea. Don’t ever drink your calories, unless you are doing a meal replacement or something.
  • NO FAST FOOD! None. There is no such thing as healthy fast food - even the lighter choices have so many preservatives it’s just not worth it.
  • Hold the sauce and skip the salt - condiments, creamers, etc.. the secret calories they add sneak up on you quicker than you may realize.
  • When grocery shopping, if it comes from a box it should probably stay there.
  • Tip: When you are having a horrible sweet tooth and you feel like you are going to binge try “Nestle fat free hot coco” its only 20 calories.
  • Another tip: Keep Sugar free Gum with you at all times.
  • ALWAYS track what you put in your mouth, you’ll be surprised what foods are preventing you from losing weight.
  • Shooting for a loss of 20lbs at a time is a great way to get discouraged.  Baby steps.  Aim for a pound or two at a time and just take it a week at a time.  And then keep at it.
  • Weigh yourself every other day, not 50 times a day.
  • Don’t deprive yourself give your self a treat once a week (whether its your favorite candy bar or a slice of pizza this might even cause you to lose more weight because you will be giving your metabolism something new to break down causing it to work harder and faster. BUT if you are going to eat something bad make sure it stays within your calorie intake for that day!
  • If it’s past 6pm or you have already reached your calorie count for the day and you are absolutely hungry, safe foods to have during those times would be 2 cups of Original Air popped pop corn or any of the following: Strawberries, Cucumber, Green Beans, Celery, Sugar Free/Fat Free Jello, Lettuce, Green Pepper, Blueberries, Radishes, Broccoli, Egg whites.

Next time you feel the urge to binge remember to binge on SMART food. These are all negative calorie foods:

apples ~ apricots ~ artichokes ~ asparagus ~ beet greens ~ beets ~ blackberries ~ blueberries ~ broccoli ~ Brussels sprouts ~ buffalo fish ~ cabbage ~ cantaloupe ~ carrots ~ cauliflower  ~ Chinese cabbage ~ chives ~ clams ~ cod ~ cranberries ~ cucumbers ~  Damson plum ~ dandelion greens ~ eggplant ~ endive ~flounder ~ frogs legs ~ garlic ~ grapefruit ~ grapes ~ green beans ~ honeydew ~  lemons ~ lettuce ~ limes ~ loganberries ~ mangoes ~ mushrooms ~ muskmelons ~ mussels ~ mustard greens ~ nectarines ~ okra ~ onions ~ oranges  ~ parsley leaves ~ parsnips ~ peaches ~ pears ~ peas ~ peppers ~ pineapple ~ pomegranates ~ prunes ~ pumpkin ~ quince ~ radishes ~ raspberries ~ red cabbage ~ rhubarb ~ rutabagas ~ spinach ~ squash ~ strawberries ~ string beans ~ tangerines ~ terrapin ~ tomato ~ turnips ~ watercress ~ watermelon

*Disclaimer: Original text by undressedskeleton - edited a bit by me because there were a couple of things I just didn’t agree with.

i ate like a shit tonnnnn. hahaha 

I can’t believe the first week of the summer semester is over already.  So far, my classes aren’t so bad and have been really fun.  My math class is kind of odd as the instructor reminds me of Prof. Trelawney from Harry Potter.  It’s all ok though.  I only have three more weeks in that class before I’m done with math.  Which is good.  I don’t think I could stand to take this particular course in a 16 week semester.

On the subject of school, I found an interesting article this morning.  It lists the top grossing majors and the lowest money makers.  I’m ok with the thought of not making a ton of cash as long as I do something I love, but it is still intriguing to see where the “real” money is made.  You can find the article HERE.

Completely off the topic of school, I’m down another 2 pounds!  I’ve lost nearly 60 pounds from my heaviest and can’t wait to see the finished product when I get down to my ultimate goal!  If you are heavy and want to lose weight but don’t think you can, just remember that the only person holding you back is yourself.  I had to get out of my own way before this change and I couldn’t be happier about it.  Next to going back to school, dropping my fat card is the best decision I’ve ever made!

Detox Diaries: Day 14

Eating is going really well today! I’ve had a plain croissant, a few pieces of dried mango, and a glass of Emergen-C. Plus lots of iced tea, and cold water, of course :)

Total is about 300 calories. And I’m not hungry. At all. I feel totally full right now! I think it’s all the drinks. Iced tea filled me up, and Emergen-C was extrememly filling, and only 25 calories (and put it in a huge glass, so there was more to drink).

We’re having sandwhiches for dinner tonight, so that’ll add up, probably. Potato salad is my weakness! But it’ll probably add up only about 400-500 if I skip the chips (which I hopefully will!)

Feeling really good today! I’ve done a few squats (50), and I actually did a lot of walking today—amazing how much you walk around when going on a shopping trip!

Totally optimistic about all this :)

I don’t fear losing weight. I fear gaining weight.

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Walk through the country side today.

Always trust a yoga student

Hmmm no…The other day someone said he like this one picture of me two years ago because I was ‘busty”. No, I never have been- you can credit my supposed bustiness to a good bra and flattering shirt.

Oh and then he said I’m going to feed you so much so you can look like that again. So yea I took that in a negative way. I was ticked.

I went vegan out of pure disgust for what I was eating, and for what I’d eaten all my life. The truth of the matter is, I think cannibalism is fucking unbearably gross - and eating animals is not different. Whether it’s a product of an animal, the eggs, or the flesh itself, it’s all the same. I went vegan because I no longer wanted to be a speciesist hypocrite contributing to an industry that commits genocide on hundreds of thousands of harmless creatures with the same natural right we have to not be made to die prematurely or be exploited. As it says in my sidebar, the vegan lifestyle is devoid of murder, cruelty, speciesism, and contribution to the rape the dairy industry exists from. 

Beyond that? Veganism is the cleanest way to live (besides raw veganism, but that’s a step I cannot take yet). All the dairy you consume contains an incredible amount of fat, drugs, and not to mention byproducts you don’t want to be consuming (pus, blood, radiation from Japan…) the list goes on. I don’t want that in my body at all. We’re not meant to digest dairy or flesh - why do you think like 90% of the population of the world is lactose intolerant to some degree? That’s an insane amount. 

See my Dairy, Milk, Meat, and Animal Cruelty tags for more reasons why I’m vegan.

Saturday, June 11, 2011 8:46

AND THE CRAZY KEEPS ON COMIN'

I have to.  There’s no way it can be accurate.  I’m hungover.  I ate at a weird time last night that I don’t know.  I am dehydrated.

I have yet to step on the scale at all…and I am semi-tempted to just put it off until next week…simply because I don’t even think I lost at all…

I have 1 week until my graduation party. 

So here’s my week plan:

  • Monday - Gym
  • Tuesday- Six Flags(a lot of walking) - NO JUNK FOOD AT ALL
  • Wednesday - Gym
  • Thursday - Gym
  • Friday - Gym

See a trend?  I am angry that I feel like I am on a plateau, and I want nothing more than to beat the hell out of it and see the scale drop.

Anger is usually a bad thing, but it’s just what I need right now to keep going and not give up.

-Stephanie

= Cinnamon and tbsp brown sugar

= Some sort of dried fruit

= Sliced almonds and 1 tsp vanilla extract

= 2 tbsp flaxseed and 1 tbsp brown sugar

= 2 tbsp organic maple syrup

= sliced bananas with 1 tbsp pine nuts

= 1/4 cup sugar free or homemade applesauce 

= 2 tbsp jam or preserves

= 1 tbsp almond of peanut butter

= 1 tbsp butter with sliced apple

= 2 tbsp granola

= 2 tbsp wheat germ and 1 tbsp honey

= 2 squares of dark chocolate, crumbled

= 1/8 cup crushed macadamia nuts and 1 tsp brown sugar



Medical problems of 1911 are still with us
Even after 100 years of medical progress, diseases and viruses like tuberculosis and the plague still spread in many countries.

what’s there to fear about weight loss? It should be something that drives and motivates you, not makes you fearful!

However I used to have a fear of weight loss because my “friends” (really just peers) were judging me SO hard. It was weird, at first they were so proud of me for losing weight, and then when I started looking really awesome (I reached my lowest weight of 140 lbs like three weeks ago— which I have since bounced back from…) they started saying things like “YOU NEED TO EAT” .. even though I was…

They were judging me on something they knew nothing about and that really bothered me. But it doesn’t anymore, I’m doing this for myself— not for them.

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Sleepiness makes fatty foods extra tempting

Exercise:

  • Bike: 1 hour. Throughout the day. I did about 15 minutes in the morning and 45 at night.
  • Chest Press: 3 sets at 37.5 lbs of 15 reps.
  • Rows: 3 sets. 2 at 50 lbs for 15 reps. 1 set of 62.5 lbs for 5 reps!
  • Stretching

Food:

  • Breakfast: Kashi go lean with a banana.
  • Lunch: Yogurtland froyo :D
  • Dinner: Stew… again.
  • Snacks: Beef jerky.

I feel like I almost didn’t eat enough calories today. It wasn’t terribly healthy :) I went realized I was pretty hungry when I went to bed but I was too tired to think much about it.

So the video said to drink lots of water before eating anything and before you start your day. 1 to 2 liters. Now I don’t know about you, but 2 liters is a looott and before I even drink that to get to breakfast it will be 3 in the afternoon.

So, I will drink a lot of water, maybe half a liter and start there, then take a vitamin or two and begin the day.

:)





A new report published by the Environmental Working Group (EWG) might make you re-think that “apple a day” — if it’s conventionally grown using pesticides.

Dirty Dozen 2011

  1. Apples
  2. Celery
  3. Strawberries
  4. Peaches
  5. Spinach
  6. Nectarines (imported)
  7. Grapes (imported)
  8. Sweet bell peppers
  9. Potatoes
  10. Blueberries (domestic)
  11. Lettuce
  12. Kale/collard greens

The “clean fifteen” are also included in the report - these are fruits and veggies with the lowest levels of pesticides so there’s no need to waste your money on organic versions. Some popular items include watermelon and avocado.

The EWG points out that if consumers simply chose their daily recommended five servings of fruit and vegetables from the least contaminated list over five from the dirty dozen, they would reduce the amount of pesticides ingested by 92% - without having to shell out extra money for organics.

Clean Fifteen 2011

  1. Onions
  2. Sweet corn
  3. Pineapples
  4. Avocado
  5. Asparagus
  6. Sweet peas
  7. Mangoes
  8. Eggplants
  9. Cantaloupe (domestic)
  10. Kiwi
  11. Cabbage
  12. Watermelon
  13. Sweet potatoes
  14. Grapefruit
  15. Mushrooms

Excerpt from The New “Dirty Dozen” List of Produce by Sarah B. Weir. See more from Green Picks Blog.

But it will be filled with cleaning, working out some, gymnastics and relaxing a little. Just no running! Gotta rest these legs after the race! For breakfast:

1/2 cup of Kashi and some hot chocolate (made with water)

Amplify’d from www.hivehealthmedia.com

5 Things You Aren’t Using Olive Oil For… But Should Be!

We all know olive oil to be a simple ingredient which is used in kitchens every day all around the world. But are you aware of the health benefits that come along with this versatile product. It is common knowledge that olive oil is the best option and the healthiest oil when it comes to cooking; it contains no cholesterol and includes vitamins to help fight the battle against aging.

olive oil funny 5 Things You Arent Using Olive Oil For... But Should Be!
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Dr. Llalia Afrika & Che’ Nazzerith - The book then never wanted you to read DVD!

Food

Breakfast: Muesli with Yogurt

Lunch: Strawberry Smash Boost Juice + Trail Mix

Dinner: Fruit Salad and some Blueberry Yogurt (I wasn’t really hungry after my traumatic plane journey- in shock!)

Exercise

1 Hour Body Pump Class

By Cari Nierenberg(MSNBC)

Feeling drowsier during the day because you didn’t catch enough ZZZs at night may make it easier for you to give in to temptation, suggests a preliminary study to be presented at the 2011 meeting of the Associated Professional Sleep Societies.

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When you don’t get the rest you need, “you might not have the ability to say no to that extra cookie or dessert,” points out Killgore, and you’re a little more likely to take in a few extra calories a day.

Read More

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a TOTALLY RAD video by Eric Wareheim of Tim & Eric Awesome Show Great Job and Tom Goes to the Mayor, for HEALTH’s “We Are Water.”

again, more summer fun. but geez man! I saw HEALTH live twice and they really, rreeaaally bring it. 

Moderate to Intense Exercise May Protect the Brain: ScienceDaily (June 9, 2011) — Older people who ...

ordered this just now… while i love my trader joe’s deodorant, it just doesn’t do the trick. this seems to be the most popular/well-liked natural deodorant. now i’ll smell like almonds. 

Healthy Skin Is A Breeze With The Help Of Certified Organic And Natural Beauty And Skin Solutions:

Most people are very concerned with the state of their skin, lately. That’s not really surprising, since there are thousands of skin care products on the market and more popping up every day. Makeup, moisturizers, lotions and soaps are just a few of the categories that they fall under. Unfortunately, though, many of them could actually be hazardous to your health. That’s why you should seriously consider using organic skin products as an alternative.The problem, you see, is that many people assume that traditional cosmetics are regulated and tested. Really, the government has little say, as far as what goes…



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“Spend more time on you.”

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I admit it. My “Kung Fu Panda Party” this weekend and inviting my nephew to sleep over was all an excuse for ME to enjoy one of my favorite movies:P Last night we watched the first movie and tonight we are going to see the 2nd at the drive-in!!! Last night I pre-made cauli-fried rice using 1 head cauliflower, 2 Tbsp each finely chopped celery, red pepper, orange pepper and red onion to give the rice a little “jeweled” look and added flavor along with 2 scrambled eggs. I sauteed everything in sesame oil and seasoned with sesame seeds and sea salt. This made it EXTREMELY easy to pass up the rice from the take-out place:D I did have the cream cheese bite from 2 wonton for a little extra treat and YUMM. Over all it was an amazing dinner and even the kids used chop sticks LOL Today I plan on having a great “induction” day so that I can save my treats for the drive in tonight. I’m taking fresh strawberries, string cheese and cinnamon-coated almonds and will probably get a cold press iced coffee from Caribou sweeted with splenda and cream as a special treat and to help me stay awake for the movie:P I’ll post a pic tomorrow from tonight:) LOL Great weekend!

I’m sooo determined right now to lose weight and a yummy yummy figure, I been wobbly for to long! I looked at the before and after weight loss tags on tumblr today. so inspiring. if they can do it can do it. I have so many reasons to lose weight and get fit. So i’m gonna do it.

So watch this space for before and afters.

i’ll get right on that.





Listen!

I woke up early this morning and decided to do another weigh in.  I had been trying to do them just once a month, but lately I’ve been checking a bit more frequently as I’m close to dropping out of the morbid obesity classification.

I hopped on the scale and it read 385lbs.  That means that since September 3rd of 2010 I’ve dropped 150 pounds.  Once I lose another 3 pounds I’ll no longer be morbidly obese according to BMI.  I don’t really agree with BMI, but when you have as much weight to lose as I do, you look for all the positive trends that you can.

I start the new job on Wednesday and approximately two weeks after that I can go to the doctor and get this Reflux or whatever has been causing my yearlong mucus problem checked out.

Figures! I boast about it and what happens? I have a dream that I intentionally went over my points as I slept and wake up mysteriously a lot heavier than I was the day previous! Remind me to stop weighing myself everyday — it’ll save me the small disappointment >_<; — But hey! I did lose some regardless, and I’ll take whatever I can get. Also, I got to take progress pictures for my first 10 pounds of loss, so that’s exciting as well. You won’t get to see these pictures until the end though! I’ll probably take some where I’m clothed normally once I get to the halfway mark just so you guys can see, but for now? I’m using these highly unflattering pictures to motivate myself to change for me! 
Anyway enough about that — here’s the stats: 

Back to my normally scheduled diet now that in back from Vegas. ...

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I used to wear a 5-7.=)

Strength training really has paid off.

yayyyy.



Her abs are uh-mazing! I want. 

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Did you know that stawberries are dense enough to keep you full for a long time, as well as being low-cal and low-fat? Yum! (photo by MilkyAir)



Back to my normally scheduled diet now that in back from Vegas. I took advantage of the short holiday weekend to cheat and load up on proteins and carbs I may not normally eat on my strict diet. When I do this I usually see major strides in my lifting the following week.

Reblog if you'd rather get your boobs squished in an X-Ray or a finger up your ass then deal get Breast/Prostate cancer.

Reps: 16-20
Works out: Arms, butt, chest, core

Directions:

A) Get in push-up position with knees on ground (or stay on toes). Lift right leg, knee bent. 

B) Keep leg raised as you bend elbows and lower chest toward ground. Push up and repeat. Do 16 to 20 reps; switch legs halfway through set.



My $400 dollar diet.



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2 glasses of water - After waking up -  Helps activate internal organs

1 glass of water  - 30 minutes before meal - Help digestion

1 glass of water - Before taking a bath - Helps lower blood pressure

 1 glass of water - Before sleep  - To avoid stroke or heart attack



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If you like horror check out this vid.  Turn the sub all the way up at 2:38. 



UK, Bill Gates lead $4b vaccination drive

Meeting in London for the Global Alliance for Vaccines and Immunisation (GAVI) summit, politicians, charities, private companies and philanthropists pledged more than $4 billion to the campaign.

It is estimated pneumonia and diarrhoea kill three times more children under five worldwide than malaria and HIV/AIDS combined.

Experts say the death toll is so high because developing countries cannot afford vaccines.

Full Story: ABC Australia

Today I got my treadmill, I’m super super excited to begin some legit exercise finally! I’ve lost 24.4lbs with very little exercise, so I’m excited to amp it up. The one time I lost a lot of weight in the past years and years ago it was from consistently using the treadmill. 

I’m going to make myself turn into a complete exercise freak, I really want to be one of those people who claims to be “addicted” to exercise/the endorphin rush. 

So for the rest of the week, I’m going to use the treadmill for a minimum of 2hrs a day. Aka 10 hrs. It will mostly be fast walking, a bit of jogging and a bit of running. With my intake I post everyday, I’ll also post my workouts and miles/km run. But I won’t post “net calories” I don’t think. 

I weighed in at 239.8 lbs on sunday and I want to weigh-in at 234.6 lbs or less this sunday! Then I will have lost 30 lbs. Which will be spectacular. =]

Food wise or exercise wise, any suggestions?


31 Amazing Body Facts:

child31 amazing body fact. A must read if you are a human. ;)

I know two incredible women who are good friends of my mother’s. One is nearly finished her fight with breast cancer. The other is nearly finished because of it.

It says a tablespoon of mayonnaise, but you don’t have to...

I honestly think that a healthy weight loss does not have to consist of boring plain veggies, fruits, and lean meats… or just the typical “eat salad everyday”. Dress up your food a bit, add some spice, seasoning, and flavor! Of course, choose wisely

It’s the boring food that get most people of track and leading back to the less healthy choices. Make your weight loss experience worth while, because it takes a lot of time. So take the time to make amazing foods that’ll keep you going until you reach your weight goal and even the rest of your life!

Be creative lovelies! 

So I got crazy excited last night, because I was 117.0, which is 0.2 lower than I was that morning! Normally I go down by about a lb overnight. So why this morning was I exactly the same? Anyone got any idea’s?

I hit 128 pounds today!

That means I’ve lost 9 pounds so far. (:

Sorry I’m really bad at updating this blog. :(



so cute!!

Breakfast:

  • Maple streusel oatmeal w/ soymilk: 173
  • Two scrambled eggs: 140 calories

Lunch:

  • Tony and Alba’s cheese pizza (2 slices): 474 calories

Dinner:

  • Chicken salad (lettuce, grilled chicken, parmesan cheese, 2 egg whites, and croutons): 269 calories

Snack:

  • Green tea w/ Splenda
  • Chocolate Banana Peanut Butter protein shake (this was delicious, but I made way too much and felt sick later): 443
  • Annie’s Cheddar Bunnies: 140 calories

Total calories: 1626

Exercise:

  • Walking with weights (1.35 miles): 237 calories

Total net calories: 1389

things i want to be able to wear:

1. new shorts! i bought them today (they were uber marked down on clearance, and i couldn’t help myselfff)  i went to Target to find some new bras, and after i tried on a bunch and gave up i found these shorts and didn’t want to waste any more time trying them on. they only had size Large.

Okay, now i’m going to venture on another direction:

the idea of my ass fitting into a size Large in Juniors is unheard of, okay? all of the women in my family have very very large backsides(we’re 100% whitest of white). i’m always a size 12 and its always super tight on my butt and thighs and then lose in my waist. when i started putting on weight, it all went directly to my stomach which started fitting into my size 12s and ventured into size 14 occasionally. 

so now i’m losing weight, losing my tummy, not losing my butt. which is okay. its certainly who i am and i’m not willing to give my junk up entirely. however i’m totally looking forward to having a nice, smaller, toned backside to show off in nice floral shorts that i just bought.

back to the shorts. they only had large. i figured i might as well buy them as a goal. well, i got them and tried them on and they fit. “fit” means they go on my body, which is something noooo size large anythings do. so that was a huge acomplishment for me. however, they are skin tight.

i can’t even explain how impossible it is for a large to fit on my butt. like, i can’t. and it does. but i want to feel great in them! i’d never wear them in public like this, so i want to feel comfortable and great in them

so that’s goal number one.

2. my size 12 jeans. i bought them really tight and i could never wear them because it almost made me sick how tight they were (i’m broke okay) its so stupid that i can’t wear them now because they’re 12s and i can button them but they’re so tight on my stomach still, and i want to be able to wear them! it will be a really great moment when i can comfortably wear those.

3. i had another one what the hell was it.

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I sometimes wonder if I’d be less afraid of rejection if I weren’t so large. 

The personality I used to have is completely gone. The confident in your face chick is gone! The show everyone my tits is gone. The I like everyone is gone.

Well… I know that being smaller isn’t going to miraculously change my life but perhaps it will change my approach. 

I fell down the past few days and am mustering up the nerve and confidence to go again. I’m not really mad at myself because I haven’t given up and it’s been 4 months since I started this journey. I don’t have a lot of weight loss to show for it, but I can honestly say that my mind is still where it needs to be. It’s not as focused as it could be but I say some effort is worthy of recognition. It’s better than ignoring it and doing nothing. Right?

Ugh. I hope so. I hope I don’t drop dead before I manage to get all of this under control. 

(deep breath)

So, tomorrow, I try again. Tomorrow I’m going to be on top of shit, be prepared. … no bullshit. I need to feel lighter and not so heavy. I think a lighter step would mean a lighter heart. 

Maybe?

Before you do ANYTHING else you need to run out and buy this:

Sure, the nutritional facts on the package may say that it has 190 calories per serving but this is a lie! The truth is that all dinosaur-themed products actually have negative calories!!! Yep, that’s right. Forget celery and apples, eat this stuff and you’ll reach your goal weight and be skinnaayyy in no time!

So Tomorrow I promise I’ll do measurements/weight and whatnot because I’ll be home! Back from California!

B-egg and toast

L-chicken fries and nachos

D-delishious chicken noodle thing

S-none

E-walking WAY up hill all over the San Diego Zoo



It says a tablespoon of mayonnaise, but you don’t have to add it :p At least it’s only a tablespoon!! Click it for the recipe and tell me what you think (:

Yesterday. + I burned off 144 calories from just Dance 2 ;...

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Beloved science fiction and fantasy writer Terry Pratchett has terminal early-onset Alzheimer’s. He’s determined to have the option of choosing the time and place of his death, rather than enduring the potentially horrific drawn-out death that Alzheimer’s sometimes brings.

But Britain bans assisted suicide, and Pratchett is campaigning to have the law changed. As part of this, he has visited Switzerland’s Dignitas clinic, an assisted suicide facility, with a BBC camera crew, as part of a documentary will include Britain’s first televised suicide. Pratchett took home Dignitas’s assisted suicide consent forms.

I had to back out of getting Raiki, something that calms me down, because I’m too scared of actually going to the place to get it done. My social anxiety disorder attacks me each time I think about going, because the majority of people who go to this alternative therapy centre are elderly and… Well, let’s admit it. Old people are nosey and stare a lot. Staring is one of my triggers, which makes me panic and feel very sick.

Eh…

I hope the hospital contacts me about the specialists I’m supposed to see, as it has been months now. You’d think if someone’s health has caused them to drop out of college and be on sickness benefit, they’d sort it out. :c





From grungy to chic

I don’t think people understand that not eating actually does your body more harm than good. Diet in a healthier way.

It has been a long while since I have written anything in this blog about fitness.So I think that is what I will do before heading off to bed.I managed to get to the gym today to do a three hour session before doing other things.Normally I don’t work out for three hours but as with my body,it is taking longer for it to recover since I have reached 40 years old this month and which makes me suitable for an EKG test since at my ago I have a greater risked for a heart attack.But anyway getting back to the workout,I only did some light weights today just so that I can strengthen my left shoulder and do more cardio in the process because I think that the cake I ate last night really put on the pounds on my frame.Which made it harder for me to burn it off completely.I still have more work to do tomorrow or this morning in order for this cake to disappear from my belly and my thighs because cake,especially white cake which probably has a lot of chemicals in it.Chocolate cake probably has more chemicals than the white cake.Of course carrot cake contains a lot of calories.I didn’t head off to the gym that Sunday but I did get a yoga session in that Sunday which was good.

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truth: when i don’t work out, i’m an insomniac. when i do work out, i’m a narcoleptic.





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I promise not to get any more meals at Sonic for the rest of the month, and halfway into July. Just because I work there doesn’t mean I should eat there after I get off.

I promise to cut down on my junk food intake.

I promise to cut down on my soda intake.

I promise to eat more salad.

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Today was actually a good day, towards the end.

I woke up 8am, for no reason and felt just insanely sad. What the hell. I did some planning and organising and forced myself to nap for 2 hours to get rid of my groggy headache. I chucked on an in season outfit I was trying for the first time and it turned out great. I went to my first chiropractic appointment ever and I have to say I’m quite impressed. Firstly the reception and staff were sooo nice. We did an assessment and took some x-rays and all of the areas I have pain in were spot on identified. The pain I have in my lower back, ribs and neck are from misaligned vertebrate and fluid and stuff. Apparently one that’s twisted may even have contributed to my sinus problems. It’s all so fascinating. I have to go back tomorrow to sort out treatment and stuff.

I also have an exam tomorrow. Need to study yet. I’m hungry and freezing. My boyfriend is complaining about how shit his day was because he didn’t get to play COD, because it was too much effort to move the console to the other tv and change the settings. I’m just like…. seriously? I had to go get my deformed spine checked out at a chiropractor today, I mention I went to the chiropractor and you didn’t even ask how it went, because complaining that you didn’t get to play video games was more serious. Wow. Now we’re talking about his insurance that this company isn’t paying him from his car crash, which is actually quite serious so I don’t really think video games were the real problem. It’d be nice to actually have someone care about how my day went though, and he should know better than anyone how serious of a problem my health is to me. Ah well, doesn’t matter.

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-Gabby.

The following is my rendition of the Dalai Lama’s explanation of being fully healthy. 

In order to be ultimately healthy, it starts with the mind. We must be strong in our minds and be able to control ourselves when the most extraneous of circumstances occur or even the slightest at the very least. Once we’ve reached that stage, nothing is impossible. 

If our mind is at its full capacity health wise, our body will respond. Conversely, if our mind is unhealthy, our body will be unhealthy. If our minds are strong, our bodies will be strong. 

Nothing will get in your way once your mind is cleared and at its full potential. I’ve seen this everyday. When students and teachers are stressed, they become sick, tired and just plain old sick and tired. Only you know your body, and you must know the signs of stress or mental ailments before you can fix your own problem. 

I’ve played sports all my life, and when my mind isn’t positive or being productive, my body is done for, there is no other way to fix it other than starting back with the mind.

Be aware, learn from your body, and love it for it is truly your temple. 

I don’t understand. I don’t understand why people are so afraid of food.

Recent internet trawling of a procrastinator-y nature has brought to my attention the MYRIAD of obsessive weight-loss programs out there that are entirely, in my opinion, too focused on casting FOOD as the enemy.

Food is not the enemy.

If you have a weight problem, (or even, for some people, weight at all!), you should not be typecasting such an essential, and wonderful, part of life, but instead, tackling the problem in yourself. Chances are, if you’re unhappy with your weight, you should be focussing on the part of yourself that is creating the problem, whether that might be a tendency to over-indulge, or a complete lack of exercise in your routine.

I know, it’s easier to blame others. It’s easier to blame McDonald’s and KFC, and that gorgeous butter cake that your great-aunt Mildred makes that you can never resist, but if you don’t tackle the deep-seated issue underlying, even if you do manage to, probably painfully, increase/decrease your weight to a desired number, it will just fly up/down again (depending on where your problem lies).

Chances are, it’s in your head, or in your attitude.

Also, on the other hand, to avoid type-casting, there are equally many sites that encourage their audiences to just gorge yourselves on these horribly decadent meals that are enough to turn your stomach. That is just sick. Sites like This is Why You’re Fat and EpicMealTimes on Youtube aren’t combating the influx of negative food stereotypes that come from these crazed “Get Fit! Get Healthy! Get Thin!” schemes.

Rather, they’re just advocating the problems balancing on the other end of the spectrum.

Just as obsessive avoidance of meals is unhealthy, so is binging.

Eat balanced meals. Eat healthy meals, with nutritionally balanced portions. Eat salads. Eat meat. Eat ice cream. Eat chocolate.  Just don’t eat too much or too little of any of them.

And for heaven’s sake, if you need it, just jump on the treadmill and stop blaming food.

How do you know if you have a eating disorder? This site gives a handy list of symptoms. If you have an obsession with avoiding meals or binging, SPEAK to someone about it. Or, if you’re uncomfortable, there are resources out there with your doctor, or just at home, online. Do a quick internet browse!

Stop victimising yourselves.

Note: If you have special nutritional requirements, please PLEASE PLEASE disregard this tirade completely. Listen to your doctor. They know better.
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Weight Loss Motivation Tip

Ok everyone on Tumblr seems to measure weight in pounds.. Majority seems to be Americans.

Tip; In Ireland, if you’re weight yourself, you don’t just say “Oh I’m 180 pounds!”, you measure by STONE.

One stone = 14 pounds.

So if you’re 180 pounds = 12 stone and 8 pounds.

This motivates people a LOT more. Now the person will only have 1 pound to loose to get to the half mark. And 8 pounds to loose to get to 12 stone!

And 12.8 sounds a lot better than 180.

Think smart when loosing weight! :P

Black Rose

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Weekly Update & Weigh-In

Monday: I’m happy and surprised with my weigh-in this week because I didn’t “try” hard (at all) and had a nasty run in with a cupcake and some dove chocolates. But I’m happy, nonetheless, and pumped to try this week because I am down………. 1 pound!

It’s now Wednesday. I kinda wish I hadn’t weighed in on Monday, because my home scale is showing I have lost 3 more lbs since my weigh in! Ahhh, the pressure to keep the momentum up all week! I hope will try am going to do it!

Something has clicked this time around. It wasn’t like a big definitive “ah-ha” moment or anything, but I just feel like I am going to win this time because I am in it for me.

As for life in general, things are going ok. I am sick with double ear and sinus infections (I’d rather be in labor right now, it hurts so bad) but I’ve managed to keep productivity up at home. The house isn’t a mess, laundry is done, dishes are clean and put away. It sure feels good to have a handle on something.  The most exciting thing going on right now is the Pirate Kid’s Crush.  He has a thing for a girl in his class, but is too shy/only 5/awkward to even talk to her.  Every night before bed he talks to me about this problem (our first “real” talk!) I’ve also found my newest piece of leverage.. “Shannon will not like it if she finds out you’re mean to your brother/don’t put your toys away/don’t listen to mom.” Guilt, a mother’s best friend.

Have a great week everyone!

hi guys! :)

i’m going to try that Rice, Apple, Chicken diet, starting tomorrow! i’m so excited to see if…

  • it works 
  • i have the discipline to do it

i NEED to lose 12lbs before the 27th, so if this will help me get there, i’m determined to follow it! thanfully its easy to obtain all of these foods at work :) especially the rice- thank god for chinese mall restaurants haha. 

here goes nothing! exercise log coming once i actually workout, which will be soon. i have work tomorrow so i need to hit the sack.

Your health is not a number,

your health is a feeling. Stop paying attention to what the scale says and start looking at how much more energy you have, how you can walk up those pesky stairs without panting when you get to the top, how you actually ENJOY doing physical activity just because.

You are you. Your body type, proportions, and physical capabilities are different than those “thinspo” girls you may aspire to be. Don’t try to be them. Try to be you, at your best.

So instead of moping about how you can’t get those super-defined hip bones, or that gap between your thighs, see the improvements you have made since you first started becoming healthy. See how YOU, yourself, have caused all this change by hard work and dedication. Reaching your full potential don’t come for free, and you my friend are rich in the resources necessary to become fit and healthy—

Strength. Willpower. Hope.