I try to get past this disorder, i really do, but when you wake up and can’t even move your mouth to talk… it get’s to be overwhelming. I try to get out there and do things but i just end up feeling worse. I just don’t want people to think i don’t want to see them or hangout because that’s all i want to do. i just… physically can’t sometimes. The pain never goes away and it’s beyond hard to manage. I don’t want to lose ay more friends because of this. I just need people to understand it’s out of my control.