I wish I had IRL friends..(i have a very select few and by that i mean 2) but i thought i was protecting them and trying to prevent them from having to see and deal with one of my episodes….
Im lonely alot of the time. How do you explain to someone who sees your fresh cutting marks that your not suicidal and that your only coping… they just think your nuts…
it sucks cuz most ppl say next time you need someone hit me up so when it comes down to crunch time surprise there not there!!! i guess its kinda shitty when someone says there different you just expect them to be like the rest…
idk
im running circles around myself and im all over the place.. so imma stop writing and come back later…