In about two weeks, I’m going camping with my parents, their friends and my boyfriend. For the past two years I’ve been using the same bathing suit. I want to buy a new one but I’m afraid I won’t find one that will look good. I know I’ve lost some weight but I just can’t seem to be satisfy with the way I look. I have this constant voice in my head telling me to drop lower and lower. I try to ignore it as much as I can but sometimes, it’s a bit difficult. Hopefully going to the store won’t be too painful.